Saturday, September 02, 2006

Ahhh!!!

Ello ello!! =) Smile and let each and every gleaming tooth sparkle and gleam by the light of the sun that all who look upon you may be dazzled and ultimately blinded!! =) Of course to save the race of mankind I will have to knock out your gleaming teeth =) So SMILE!! but dun smile too much...later no more teeth den smile until very ugly haha.

Hello hello once more. LOL. You know why I crapping? Hehe. Coz nothing to say. So irritating. Hmm ok la, I think that you know, past few services has been great and I have been feeling rather blessed ya. =)

I am sooo happy, elated, joyful, delighted, exuberated and euphoric and dun forget smile-atious that the exams are at last truly and officially declared OVER!! YEA!! Come ye the oceans and roar in my victory!! Haha. For I dun tink I will fail any subjects...how can fail right? With seed sowed, bountiful fruit is reaped! SMILE!! haha.

So now busying myself in mental preparation for IMF. Woah hard work seh =P den I also got to read one big stack of comics, finish playing 3 games, relearn how to play some games, find people to go out and keep me entertained and also must sleep soo much more than I have ever slept before. Oh dearz...so irritating...suddenly my life is so busy I think hor I would rather go back to exam period where life was so much more relaxing. You know...where you need only focus on one thing: EXAMS GALORE!!

Heeheehee. I think I being very evil. So dowan say liao LOL. But actually I wun be that free also...coz trying to find work ya...and then I have to deal with multplication and the changing of class....ahhh!! And so after september ends I will have departed from a multitude of loved ones. I really think I will cry lol. My world is changing all at once.

There will be alot of adaptation to change and I still haven't developed love for change lol. I better learn it.

Still...I have four days freedom...roughly...on which some days hor I feel deprived becoz I need to go down to the network marketing cafe.

I am actually quite sianed...becoz my passion is not there...I feel like I am dragging myself to work. I dun like to work in such a manner. But hor, I duno if I am lazy or that God is telling me not to work there. Sometimes it feels like He is telling me to find another job....then another part of me scared that I give up becoz unwilling to work then He will be displeased lol.

Which is my own counsel and which is His? Surely mine is the foolish counsel...but becoz I cannot see into my future I duno leh. lol.

Tonight will pray and see if He wants me to leave the company...lol.

God Help me, Point me, Guide me and Direct me.

The Grace, the Hand, the Power and the Glory of the Lord, O most Highly Exalted, most faithful and honourable, One true Good and Living God Almightly, King of Kings, God of gods, Lord of Lords, the Heavenly Father, be with us all this day. Amen, Amen, Amen and amen and amen. Praise the Lord.

Posted by The Inflamed at 10:55 PM