Thursday, December 06, 2007
Transition
Hello everyone! I know I've not blogged in a long long time. I'm been very weighed down and weary of late...haha...together with a increasingly increased appetite for good and bad food =P Why do I say bad food? Lols...when I'm hungry for something to munch, haix...anything goes man LOL...
I've been eating too much rich food from the leftover sales of the Sugarloaf cafe at school haha. I must remember to eat more sandwiches and less pastries tomorrow =P or I will easily regain the weight I lost last year! That will be very sad...coz I'm actually quite proud of that weight lost haha =P
You know, I realise that when we try to do so many things and all of them at once, its really hard. Perhaps this is one of the reasons why for the past few days I am often confused and lost because I feel a need to pray for many things at the same time. So many things need my attention, which in turn I feel, needs God's attention...hahaha so everyday I have a very tiring shopping list...and this actually doesn't make prayer any fun. But I was taught to ask consistently for things in prayer and they will come to pass. So how?
Haha...I'm tired and I feel that challenges and new things keep piling on me one after another lols. After Cliff's message about God doing something new in your life, I feel that my life is really rushing through one thing after another. Life's kind of hectic now haha and I feel a need to stop and get a good grip of situations and the environment as well as examine my mental health and exhaustion haha.
But I don't think I'm allowed to stop =(
I don't like new things actually haha. I prefer to stay in my comfort zone. But with the Student Internship Programme up and running, me having to take up different posts at the cafe and restaurant, the changing of the cell group, me entering into a new ministry (Choir hehe) and my grandfather suddenly on talking terms with my family again, and Christmas is coming! Whoa...that is a lot of things...that changes. I feel like I really have to be a good chameleon to adapt so quickly to all these new things.
But in the process of so much transition, I tend to feel tired and really lost. haha.
I am now serving at the sugarloaf cafe at school!! Haha service is really fun but I prefer being in the kitchen =) I am now quite certain that I wish to be a pastry chef haha even though pastries can be a little too sweet sometimes...but I think I have fallen in love with the job scope there. Hot cooking shall be my hobby =)
But to a certain extent I'm not sure...haha...may the Lord bless my choice =P I tend to enjoy every kitchen that I go to, may it be hot or cold or pastry. There is lots to learn everywhere! Wow...I often tell people that I don't have enough years in this lifetime to learn it all haha. I shall go heaven and learn from all the chefs for all eternity haha...make heaven a sanctuary of food! LOL.
I'm looking forward to my attachment though the companies open to us are coming in very slowly -_- sian. God help me get to Ritz Carlton kk? Hahahahaha.
Anyway its late, I got to go. I'm bartender tomorrow!! LOL...I was silently wishing for it today in my heart and it seems like God heard that silent wish =P If only He would be more auto and instant for other things =P then I wouldnt be so stress hahahahaha.
Bye people! And er love you whoever you are that is reading this. Haaahha.
And love you too, Lord =)
Posted by The Inflamed at 10:46 PM
